And then with Asami he has to confront them and he can’t actually make up his mind as to what they are. So he’s settling for thinking of them in whatever manner he can, trying to skirt around the issue that he may love Asami.I bet just the thought makes his head spin. I get the feeling that Takaba never really thought about having such kinds of feeling before. I’m not sure if Asami represses his feelings at all, in fact he may not speak them aloud, that’s all. I sort of get the feeling that Takaba represses his feelings more than Asami does. And that’s what I love the most about him, how utterlybravehe is, how much it must take to be surrounded by guns and people who are prepared to hurt you and look down on you and to just take all that and throw it right back at them in whatever way you can. He’s in a world he doesn’t understand but he’s not going to let it bulldoze him. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t mind either type( Riki is one of my favorites actually, after Akihito) but Akihito sort of hits all the right notes….at least for me. I’m more of an uke girl, yes but I always feel ukes fall on two extreme spectrums- either saccharine sweet (witness Ayase of Okane Ga Nai) or pumping testosterone (Riki from Ai No Kusabi). I mean, there’s Takaba who’s every emotion stands out on his face, be it anger, hate, love whatever and that’s the lovable part of him really. I love Sensei for this, she has such an amazing talent for Asami’s expressions. Sure he went around being overtly possessive but he was neverjealous.It was arrogant of him, but that was him.īut this chapter….this chapter sort of messed with that nature of his, which is why I think his composure was ruffled.
That was the different thing about Asami, he was secure about his place in Takaba’s heart. I sort of get that part of him, that part which is so secure and so arrogant and above everyone else, that bit which wouldn’t dream of Akihito trying to permanently walk out on him. I mean, yes it did say 3 days but we weren’t shown the three days, right? And I still think its a bit odd that Asami waited for 3 DAYS before he decided to start worrying….but then again this isAsamiwe’re talking about. I confess that I was disappointed that Akihito hadn’t gotten away for longer. This chapter was different, maybe in more ways than I can realize now. Runa93Finally finished geeking out over the new Viewfinder chapter.Thought I’d put my thoughts into words now.
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